Flying with seagulls over a bay

Once, I will live by the sea. Not the kind of sea which is warm enough in summer so you can swim in it. No. The kind of sea which is always grey, unstable, thundery, blustering, with huge waves and unceasing wind.

There is a powerful endless energy in ocean and it attracts me.

I had a weird dream last night.

In my dream, I was about to marry someone. I don't know who it was, I just know that I didn't want to marry him, I wasn't ready but there was a strong reason why I was getting ready to marry him anyways. I can't recall what the reason was exactly, I just know it had something to do with my family. It would have solved their problems or saved them from something.

I ended up running away the day of marriage and then coming back explaining to my and his family that I can't do it.

I usually don't remember my dreams and I don't believe in stuff like "when you dream that you lost your tooth, someone from your family will die", but I would really like to know what was all this about.

I went clubbing last night,

and I realised I really didn't like it. Yes, it may be fun once a year or once in 6 months (as is my case), but every Friday? Or every Friday AND Saturday? No, thank you, I'll pass.

During the course of last night, we went to 3 different places and I spent there cca 5 hours. During this time, I recognised 2 songs and other 2 were vaguely familiar, while everyone else was dancing and singing. It didn't feel too odd, but still.
I prefer to dance to songs I know and like. I prefer gigs to club nights. I prefer bottle of beer to vodka/tequila/whatever-fancy-drink-I-don't-know-the-name-of shot. I prefer bouncing and jumping to dirty dancing. And I prefer my hair smelling of cigarettes rather than of a mixture of strong wo/man fragrancies.